I previously had an anxious attachment style. Been working in being secure for years. After the stuff with Matt abandoning me right when mom was dying, and all the changes I've made and who I have become, I don't know anymore. I know trust is scary. My trust had been shattered, so it is fragile.
I had the pleasure to meet someone very special, though he was only here for a month. I have become attached to him, although I knew he was leaving. It's hard find to find someone I really click with, especially when I'm afraid of meeting new people. 😆
I'll really miss him, but our connection will remain. He's amazing. Connection means so much to me.
I get attached to people, and like to maintain harmony, connection, and good will. I despise drama, and hate arguing. I am becoming more myself every day, and that girl is incredible, beautiful, smart, and kind. 🥰
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