October, 2022.
I just woke up from a dream about Matt. He just showed up and started talking like nothing happened. I was so happy to see him.
I told him that I thought he hated me. He said to me. “how could you have thought that?”
He is still haunting me. All his words don’t match his actions. It still hurts so much.
Alex’s dad passed away, he’s leaving to new York. I’m going to be all alone here for a bit.
Sometimes it hurts more than others. This is one of those times.
Inspiration 