After that date, I get back and check messenger. 3 guys I've never talked to on messenger offering to be my sugar daddy?
A few months ago, I was selling my Moms scooter. My dad said $1000 so I listed it for that. It was in fair shape. I looked it up, 1300 new. Had a buyer already agreed to 1000. I messaged him and told him it wasn't worth 1000, I'll give it to him for 500. I felt bad taking advantage of a handicapped man.
It was right after my house was robbed at Christmas. I got scolded by Alex, he said the universe was trying to give me money and I said no, I don't want it. 😂😂
so.... Sugar daddies from the universe? 😂
It’s amazing the difference your state of mind makes. Yesterday I was so depressed that Nick had ghosted me, I didn’t want to get out of bed. I’d practically given up.
Alex called me and in his special Brooklyn way, “encouraged” me to get up, do something to find my phone, fix things. He said that everything surrounding the trip with Nick was a catastrophe, and we needed to mitigate it. (He said we 😍, so sweet)…. He akways hated Nick. After I got back, he forbade me from saying his name. He never did say I told you so.
No progress was made towards recovering from the losses yesterday. Shit show at best buy and 4 hours of my life wasted.
Today I wake up happy, inspired, deciding that the last person who used my greatest fears against me was my abusive narcissist ex Mark. And Nick. So it’s good, I see him clearly now. I go for a run a few miles, get a bit of progress towards replacing my driver’s license, just happy all day. I spent 8 hours still making no progress towards finding my phone or getting a new one, but today was great nonetheless.
#PERSPECTIVE #YOURMINDSETCONTROLSYOURREALITY
(I don’t actually do the trendy hashtag thing, I make up my own 😂)
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